TRUST

Trust.. to me is one of the hardest things to do.. Why?? Because people's intentions are difficult to see for a lot of people... but to me, i can feel it... i can sense when something is not right with someone.
When i meet someone i can feel the energy towards me, that's how i let people in my world or not.
I don't take chances with anybody.. i don't trust or like anyone until they prove me wrong... or as i said their energy is positive when i meet them... U can't go wrong on energy, it's just there, and you can feel it... is overwhelming either way, positive or negative, if you are aware or sensitive enough you will sense it, believe me, i made my closest friends out of that, is just a connection you can't avoid... like magnets.
So, my question now... is, if you feel negative or weird energy around someone you care about, how can you prevent it to affect that person if they seem not to realize? or even they are attracting this negativity towards them without even thinking about it...

i just needed to get this out of my chest... You can't trust people just because they say nice words, or put a nice face... there's more than that, words are gone with the wind... sometimes actions are better than words, but people tend to forget about actions, but what it really matters is the feeling you get out of something, the gut feeling is almost always right, so if you don't feel right about something don't do it... cause there's a reason why deep inside you the whole thing just don't click. Trust yourself always... cause you will never be dissapointed.

Energy changes everything...

Energy is all around us... moves everything around you and makes things happen... All of my life or at least since i remember i was kind of a negative person... mmm... well not so much of a negative person but someone how would get mad at stupid stuff and making a big deal out of nothing... But the last couple of months have being amazing... I really don't know how i got to the point of being happy 95% of the time... (everyone has their bad moments) but i'm happy most of the time... Last year was a bit rough on me and my family, and by the end of the year something so unfair happened to me, but out of somewhere inside me i found the strength to pull through and i won the battle... i was so surprised of the way i handled it... seriously... i thought i was gonna get all upset and depressed, of course i was the first two days.. but then puff!!! magic... i was over it.. and just living life as i wanted to... It's true how things can be what you want them to be.. it's just the attitude you have towards them that makes a big difference...

I think all of this is a combination of many things... first i did a homeopathy session.. i think that helped me a lot... then.. i took negative people out of my life... and met amazing new people with so much good energy and strength, and then of course the fact that i've changed my whole attitude towards everything... I filled my life with positive energy and everything started to change.

I can feel how all of this has changed me... Now i can look back and laugh at the silly things i used to get mad about... and look forward and see how amazing my life is.. and is gonna be for as long as i want it to be... 

I am a firm believer of the law of attraction... is simple as YOU ONLY GET WHAT YOU GIVE and i live by that... I am truly happy and full of strength... :) 

AND BTW!!! HAPPY SPRING EQUINOX!!!!!!!!!!! <3 

Tattoos and memories Pt. 1

i love tattoos.... if i had a lot of money i would probably get tons of them... but i don't so i get important ones only.. :)
The first tattoo i got, i got it like 9 years ago... to cover a scar i had after a surgery... since then i fell in love with tattoos and the idea of having a visible and palpable memory of something important to you right there on your skin...
Besides pictures, i think tattoos are the best way to remind you and pay tribute to something or someone that left a mark on your life...
It's your body do whatever you want to it, but to me, i would never fill it with meaningless tattoos..
So the first one reminds me of my surgery... reminds me of how i was feeling towards the idea of being sick, of having to leave all my dreams aside and probably having to get chemo... i remember i was clueless... i use to say.. i don't care.. i'll be fine this is gonna make me skinny and bald.. and i'm gonna look like a badass punk-rock chick... haha!!! not knowing how strong and damaging chemo actually is... i was gonna quit college for a while till i was done with the treatment...  But then.. the test came... and i was clean... no need for chemo... :) everyone was so happy for me... i was too... but i never stopped to think what were my parents going through thinking i was gonna have to go through all of that... i was kind of out of it.. maybe a way to block all of the anguish, i didn't let this take me down... now that i think about it, i can't even believe how calm i was.... health is the most important thing in life. if u r not healthy u have nothing... I think that attitude i had... that calmness, that positivism made everything bad turn into good... as the law of attraction says.. you only get what you give... i had the best positive energy.. so i got positive outcome.... :)

This is the meaning of my first tattoo.... and i'm glad i have it, i'm glad i went through all of this cause it made me a stronger person... and i value everything i have :)

Why meeting the band is so important???

Ok... i get they are interesting and stuff... of course some of them are gorgeous... BUT.... why if you go to a concert, why do people stress about meeting the band??? Yeah some people would say, it's cool to meet who you admire, i totally get that... i'm not saying is a bad thing, to me it only gets bad when meeting the band is more important than actually enjoying their show.... I've seen people focus completely on following the band after a show until they get a picture or an autograph..

To me there is no better memory than the music they just played... most of the bands i go see, give their best onstage... so why follow them after if you just got what you came for... THEIR MUSIC RIGHT???

just something i've been thinking about....